Chaos has erupted. At least I still have my monotonous musical theatre schedule to stick to. I'm just gonna flat out say something else too, because it just doesn't seem right anymore, so here goes, and I hope she reads this:

To Moriah Raabe
You were a great friend to me. No matter what happened between us EVER in the past means nothing. We have both moved on and matured to new experiences and happiness in our lives. I don't think either of us have ever been better off than now, and all I want is to have a great friend now that I have changed so completely. I want to sit and laugh at dumb shit and make fun of ugly people and flick off the fake ones. I miss you, as a friend. I don't care if we become bestest buddies again, but I don't want to not ever be around you again. I tried calling you once or twice, and I was hoping you'd call after the show, and I understand how things go, but please take the oppurtunity just to talk, because I need a friend right now and I remember you being one of the best. Youre a good person to talk to, and that's what I need. I am asking you as a friend to call me, and let's just forget whatever awkward feelings we had before. My cell phone works now, still 679-8226. Give it a ring.